तपाम्यहमहं वर्षं निगृह्णाम्युत्सृजामि च | अमृतं चैव मृत्युश्च सदसच्चाहमर्जुन ||१९||
tapāmy aham ahaṃ varṣaṃ nigṛhṇāmy utsṛjāmi ca | amṛtaṃ caiva mṛtyuś ca sad asac cāham arjuna || 19 ||
I give heat, withhold and release rain — I am immortality and death, being and non-being, O Arjuna.
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- tapāmi aham ahaṃ varṣaṃ nigṛhṇāmi utsṛjāmi ca
- — I give heat; I withhold the rain and I send it forth · tapāmi = I give heat (√tap = to heat, to shine; tapāmi = first person singular present — 'I shine, I give heat'; the sun's heat is the divine's own tapas/heat). aham = I (emphatic). varṣam = rain (varṣa = rain, the rainy season). nigṛhṇāmi = I withhold (ni + √grah = to seize, to hold back; nigṛhṇāmi = 'I hold back, I restrain'). utsṛjāmi = I release, I send forth (ut + √sṛj = to release, to emit; utsṛjāmi = 'I send forth, I release'). ca = and. V19's first half: the divine identifies as the two fundamental weather-phenomena — heat (sun's radiation = tapāmi) and rain (withheld: nigṛhṇāmi + released: utsṛjāmi). The ancient Indian understanding of the cosmic cycle: the sun evaporates water (tapāmi), clouds form, rain is withheld (nigṛhṇāmi) and then released (utsṛjāmi) to nourish the earth. The divine IS this entire process — from solar heat through cloud-formation to rainfall. This is the natural-world dimension of the divine's cosmic presence, extending V16-V18's ritual and relational identifications to the meteorological/natural domain.
- amṛtam ca eva mṛtyuḥ ca sat asat ca aham arjuna
- — I am immortality and also death — being and non-being, O Arjuna · amṛtam = immortality (a = not; mṛta = death; amṛta = deathless, immortal; amṛtam = immortality, the deathless — also the amṛta/ambrosia that the gods drink; the divine as the principle of deathlessness). ca eva = and also (ca = and; eva = also, indeed). mṛtyuḥ = death (mṛtyu = death — from √mṛ = to die; death as a cosmic principle). ca = and. sat = being, existence (sat = that which IS, real being — from √as = to be; sat = the existent, the real, what truly is). asat = non-being (a = not; sat = being; asat = non-being, non-existence, what is unreal). ca = and. aham = I. arjuna = O Arjuna (vocative). V19's second half: four more cosmic polarities — amṛta (immortality) AND mṛtyu (death); sat (being) AND asat (non-being). The divine encompasses all four poles: deathlessness AND death, existence AND non-existence. This is the most comprehensive possible statement of divine totality: even the opposites — life and death, being and nothing — are within the divine. The sat-asat (being and non-being) pair particularly: the divine is BOTH the existent (sat = the manifest world, what is) AND the non-existent (asat = what is not, the unmanifest, the void). This includes the Upaniṣadic description of Brahman as 'neither existent nor non-existent' (na asat, na sat — Ṛgveda 10.129) — here the Gita takes the bold step of saying the divine IS BOTH.
- sat-asat — being and non-being as the ultimate polarity the divine encompasses
- — V19's sat-asat (being and non-being) places the divine beyond the most fundamental ontological distinction — encompassing both what IS and what IS NOT · The sat-asat (being-non-being) pair is philosophically the most extreme polarity in V19. In Indian philosophy: sat (sattā = being, existence) and asat (non-being, absence) are the fundamental ontological categories. Brahman is classically described as sat-cit-ānanda (being-consciousness-bliss) — making sat a positive attribute of Brahman. Yet V9.19 says the divine is BOTH sat AND asat. The resolution: from the highest perspective, the divine transcends the sat-asat distinction entirely — it is 'neither existent in the ordinary sense nor non-existent' (Upaniṣadic position). But in its cosmic expression, the divine manifests as the entire range: as sat (manifest existence, what IS) and as asat (the unmanifest potential, what IS NOT yet). The manifest world is sat; the unmanifest prakriti (V9.7-V9.8) is asat (not yet manifested). Both are the divine. V19's sat-asat thus echoes V8.20's two avyaktas (the cycling unmanifest and the sanātana avyakta beyond it) — both the manifest (sat) and the unmanifest (asat) are the divine. This is the Gita's most inclusive ontological statement: whatever IS and whatever is NOT — both are within the divine ground.
V19 closes the V16-V19 'I am the totality' sequence with natural forces and the ultimate ontological polarity: I give heat (tapāmi — the sun's fire), I withhold and release rain (nigṛhṇāmi-utsṛjāmi — the rain cycle); I am immortality (amṛtam) AND death (mṛtyu); I am being (sat) AND non-being (asat). V19's four polarities (heat/rain, immortality/death, being/non-being) encompass the totality of natural existence: climate, biological life, and the deepest ontological distinction. The divine holds ALL of these simultaneously.
A modern analogy
Physicists know that energy is conserved — nothing is truly destroyed, only transformed. The sun's heat (tapāmi) enters the biosphere, drives weather (rain = varṣam), is metabolized by living organisms (amṛtam = life-sustaining), and eventually dissipates as entropy (mṛtyu = the death-direction of thermodynamics). All of this — the entire energy cycle of life and death — is V19's divine encompassing sat and asat (matter and energy, manifest and unmanifest forms). V19's cosmic vision predates but is consistent with modern physics' conservation of energy.
What it does NOT mean
V19's 'I am death' (mṛtyuḥ ca aham) is not a frightening claim but an inclusive one. If the divine is ONLY immortality, then death is outside the divine — a problem, an enemy. V19 says: death too is the divine. Nothing in existence (including death) is outside the divine. This transforms the relationship to death: not as the opposite of the divine but as one of the divine's own faces. V10.34 will say 'mṛtyuḥ sarva-haraś cāham' (I am the all-devouring Death) — V19 prepares this teaching.
Take with you
- V19's amṛtam-mṛtyu (immortality and death) as a death-contemplation practice: once a week, sit with the awareness of death — your own mortality. Then invoke V19: 'Death too is the divine (mṛtyuḥ ca aham). I am not approaching a place outside the divine — I am approaching one of the divine's own faces.' Let this contemplation transform the relationship to death from fear to recognition.
- V19's sat-asat (being and non-being) as a creativity practice: the asat (non-being, the unmanifest potential) is the divine's own reservoir of creative possibility. Before any creative work, pause and touch the asat — the not-yet-manifest, the potentiality. Then let the sat emerge from it. This is V19's creative cycle in miniature.
- V19's rain-cycle (withholding and releasing) as a practice of timing: the divine withholds (nigṛhṇāmi) and releases (utsṛjāmi). Not everything should be released immediately. V19's rain teaches: timing matters. Some things need to be withheld (incubated, prepared) before being released. The divine's own act of withholding rain (nigṛhṇāmi) before the perfect release (utsṛjāmi) is the model.
V9.19 is the grand climax of V16-V19's 'I am the totality' sequence, moving from the ritual (V16) through the cosmic-familial and epistemological (V17), the shelter and causal ground (V18), and finally to the most fundamental natural and ontological polarities: heat-rain (natural climate), immortality-death (biological polarity), and sat-asat (the ontological polarity of being and non-being). The structure of V19's four polarities mirrors the systematic approach of V16-V18: all four identify the divine as BOTH poles of each polarity, not just the positive pole. The divine is not only the life-giving rain (utsṛjāmi) but also the withholding of rain (nigṛhṇāmi). Not only immortality (amṛtam) but also death (mṛtyu). Not only being (sat) but also non-being (asat). This is the Gita's most explicit statement of the divine's all-encompassing nature: beyond the good-evil and life-death binaries that ordinary religious thought tends to assign (the divine is good, not evil; the divine is life, not death), V19 includes ALL within the divine. The sat-asat pair is particularly significant in the Upaniṣadic tradition: the Ṛgveda's Creation Hymn (10.129) describes the primordial state as 'neither sat nor asat' (nāsad āsīt no sad āsīt tadānīm). The Gita's answer: the divine IS BOTH sat and asat — encompassing the entire range from being to non-being. This is the theological resolution of the Creation Hymn's apophatic paradox. V9.19 closes the 'I am the universe' declaration (V16-V19) and sets up V20's contrast: now that the divine has been established as the totality (ritual, cosmic, natural, ontological), V20 describes the Vedic ritualists who approach this divine through soma and sacrifice — seeking heaven without knowing V16-V19's full revelation.
Advaita lens
Shankaracharya: sat-asat = vyāvahārika sat (practical/conventional existence, the world as it appears) and pāramārthika sat (ultimate existence, Brahman alone). From the highest view: only sat (Brahman) truly exists; asat (the world as separate from Brahman) is not ultimately real. But V9.19 accepts both sat and asat from the vyāvahārika (practical) level as both expressions of Brahman. amṛtam-mṛtyu = Brahman as both the deathless ground (amṛta) and the principle of death (mṛtyu, the Destroyer aspect of Brahman as Śiva/Mahākāla).
Bhakti lens
For bhakti traditions, V19's amṛtam-mṛtyu identifies the divine as both the giver of immortality (amṛta = the nectar of devotion, V18's refuge) and the one who takes all away (mṛtyu = the divine as death, which is also the devotee's ultimate surrender). The devotee who loves the divine loves both the life-giving and the death-bringing face — this is the matured bhakti that accepts the divine in all forms.
Karma-Yoga lens
V19's natural forces (heat/rain) applied to karma yoga: the karma yogi works through the seasons of action — the heat of intense effort (tapāmi) and the incubation of withdrawal (nigṛhṇāmi) and the release of the fruits (utsṛjāmi). V19 shows that even the natural rhythm of effort and rest, of action and withdrawal, is the divine's own pattern. Work with it, not against it.
Modern parallels
V19's sat-asat (being and non-being) parallels the physicist's understanding of the quantum vacuum — the ground state of the universe contains both 'virtual particles' (quantum fluctuations in the asat/non-being) and the manifest particles of ordinary matter (sat/being). The quantum vacuum is not empty but a plenum of potential — it is V19's asat: the not-yet-manifest from which the sat (manifest) emerges.
Practice
V19 opposites meditation: sit and bring to mind the opposites: heat and cold, gain and loss, life and death, being and non-being. For each pair: rather than choosing one as divine and rejecting the other, rest in the recognition that BOTH are within the divine. 'Amṛtaṃ caiva mṛtyuś ca — immortality AND death are both Me.' Let this inclusive awareness soften the resistance to whatever 'unwanted pole' of each pair you are currently experiencing.
Public-domain translations (3) compare all →
(As sun) I give heat; I withhold and send forth rain; I am immortality and also death; being and non-being am I, O Arjuna! [4]
I cause light and heat and rain; I now draw in and now let forth; I am death and immortality; I am the cause unseen and the visible effect. [6]
Sun's heat is mine; Heaven's rain is mine to grant or to withhold; Death am I, and Immortal Life I am, Arjuna! SAT and ASAT, Visible Life, And Life Invisible! [7]
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Where this thread continues
I am the Vedic ritual, sacrifice, ancestral offering, herb, mantra, oblation, fire, and the offering made.
I am all-seizing Death, and the birth of those to come; among feminine: Fame, Prosperity, Speech, Memory, Forbearance.
Vedic ritualists drink soma, seek heaven — purified of sin, they attain Indra's realm and enjoy celestial pleasures.
Arjuna asks: what does the truly wise person look like? How do they speak, sit, and move?
Paramātmā: beginningless, nirguṇa, imperishable — dwelling in the body, yet neither acts nor is tainted.
Transcending the three guṇas, the embodied one is freed from birth-death-age-pain and attains immortality.